So many people don't realise how lucky they are. I know so many people that just complain about how horrible their life is, how they don't care anymore, how they don't think anything will ever get better.

I can understand how they feel, I've been there, and we all will go through that I think. Sometimes life gets so unbearable that it really seems like it will never get better.

Life is tough. but don't give up. When life isn't going how you hoped it would be, just don't give up. I used to think I had a horrible life, and I hated it and just wanted to end it. Then I'd meet someone that was way worse off than me. Its a big reality check.

I've decided that I can have a better life than I have had so far. I am going to work hard and never quit till I reach my goal. I will.

So please don't think for a second that life will never get better. It can, and will, if you are willing to try.  I don't think life is ever going to be easy. But that doesn't mean it will never be good. And that doesn't mean its not worth it. 

There are some aspects of life that noone is in control of. I know. So focus on what you can affect, and control.

Highs and lows. thats really what life is. Just one long, or not so long, bumpy road.

when you're low hold on. find anything that gives you a reason to live, and hold onto it! friends, family, music, sports, art, dance, cooking, singing, ANYTHING! Surround yourself with it.  

 ok ok, so theres my profound thoughts, and inspiration for the day  ^_^  lol

I love you guys

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥  nevermind, screw life, it sux anyway!  xD (jk) much love to you ♥♥ :]

just thought I'd let you guys know.

oh and even though I'm back I won't be on as much. and I have almost a thousand new messages, a bunch of notes and stuff. so if you sent me a messages in the past couple weeks im just deleting it all and starting over. so if you sent me an important message that you wanted me to read if you would re-send it to me I would appreciate it. I love and miss you guys to death! I'm glad I'm back ^_^  

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at first i didn't understand how people could let things on here effect them so much. but now i see. i understand. its hard hearing what other people are going through and knowing theres no way to really comfort them, or make it better. i always try to be there for my friends when they need me. i'm sorry that im not. i'm sorry that i won't be.

i'm going to have to take a break from it. idk, probably for a week or so. maybe much more. i just can't handle everything that is going on in my life.  i have some amazing friends on here that i care about more than anything! i just wanted you to know why i am not answering your messages. cause i'm taking a break

so don't worry about me. i'll be fine.  take care guys, i'll miss talking to you. 

mark

well I’ve only been on buzznet for a couple months. I get a lot of notes, and even more messages! I really can’t keep up with it all. If I don’t answer your message or your note, it’s not because I’m mad at you or I don’t like, but because I just can’t talk to everybody all the time. That sounds mean, but really I only have a limited amount of time that I can spend on here. I am going to do my best to talk to everyone, cause I hate it when I ignore people.  so im sorry if i haven't answered your notes/messages

(oh, and if you are sending me a message please make sure you put a subject so I can tell it apart from all the chain mail I get. Cause if a message is just labeled “hey” it might get deleted because a lot of the chain mail I are labeled “hey”)

I’ve met a bunch of really awesome people on here, and I am so lucky to have you as friends! you guys kick ass!!! A lot of you probably don’t know how much you mean to me. I don’t think I could’ve made it through the past couple months without you. well…. I probably could’ve it just would’ve been a lot harder! Thanks to everyone that’s been there for me. I am really grateful that I have you♥♥♥

I love you guys  :]

♥Mark